Sunday, June 19, 2005
ii m so damn farkin sad
ii lurve hiim
burt iish he love fer me truee??
ii ..
haii..
iimsodamnfarkingsad
farkinn stress..
so farkin farkiin!!
arhhhh!!
can iloveyou become ihateyou mahh??
ii hope so..
so tat..
at least ii can ferget euu..
goo onn iin my liife..
hopin tat euu didnt exist iin my world..
how ii hoppe??
euu also love me..
how ii hope . .
ii can sae , ,
ii lurve euu
ii miss euu
ii wanna hug euu
ii wanna kiss euu
ii wanna dream of euu in everi dreamm
ii wanna euu as my boy
Jus hope euu will be able to pass here..
to c dis..
ii realii love eeuu
nort bcoz of ur look
ii realii gort feelin fer euu
like no 1 else..
realii.. it ish true..
ii onlii like euu..
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*** Tomomii Tomato ***
tuu bii contiinued. .
a heart ishh nort aa play thiing , a heart iish nort a toy but if euu wan it brokenn , giif it tuu a boii
boys r nuthiin but secret nn liie , so wenn euu get screwed over dun bii surprised . .
A cute guy cann open my eyes , a smart guy can open my miind , burt a sweet guy cann open my heart. .
Dun ever frownn , euu never knew who fallin in luv wif ur smile . .
euu asked wad was wrong nn ii smiled nothiin den ii turned around nn whisper everiiting. .
euu can fall from the skyy , euu can fall frm a tree . . but the best way ish tu fall in love wif mi!!
euu onli realised hw much euu love someonewhen dey r gone. .
everii girl wan a man tat she can go to in her sweats , hair a mess , make up runnin down her face , eyes red frm cryiin nn the first tiing he say s tuu her ishh , babii , euu r beautful . .
everiting has its beauty , jus nort everibod can see it . .
friends r liike stars , they come n go . . but the ones tat stay r the ones tat glow. .
Guys r liike buses , another 1 will be along inn 5 mins . .
hw can euu break my farkiin heart nn tell me euu still love mii . .?
he sae he liike me but he wont go out wif me , hw does it work?
If ii could bii an angel , i made ur everii wiish cum true , , but ii onlii a human , just a girl who loviin euu . .
if my love was money , ii gif euu my fortune . .
ii alway smile when he tok tuu mii . .
ii could nv love anione like ii love hiim..
ii wan the truth frm euu . . gif mii the truth even if it hurts mi . .
in everii grl life , thers a guy she will nv ferget , n the summer when it begann,,
it ur love tat my heart beat ferr!!
look into my eyes n tell mii euu dun love mii..
ii knew lookin backk on the tears would make mii laughh , but ii nv knew lookinn back on the laugh would makke mii cry . .
love feel liike heaven but iit hurtz liike hell. .
love iish wen euu dunwan tuu go tuu slp cause realiity ish betta den dream. .
love iish like a box of chocolates . . euu nv noe wad euu gonna get . .
nuthiin ish more paiinful than realisiing he meant everiiting tuu euu burt euu meant nuthiin tuu hiim . .
if euu haf anii ideas abt my man , ferget them riight nw . .
ii dun wanna bii ur number 1 . . bcoz if i was ur number 1 , euu will haf number 2 n number 3 . . ii onlii wanna bii ur onlii 1 . .
once euu lurve sumone , , tat person iish fereva apart of euu . .
real lurve stories nv haf happi endiings. . becoz real love stories nv end . .
somewhere theres someone who dream of ur smile . . someone who find ur presence worth while . so when euu r lonely , remember its true: sumwhere sumone tinkin of euu . .
tryiin tuu ferget sum1 euu love ish tryin tuu remember sum1 euu nv knew. .
x__wiishin upon a falli star __x tomato ii love iit __x
``sTeLLA`` [7:20 AM]
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
connfusedd
ii noe my miiracle had happen tuu mii..
but although it appear tuu mii , ,
i wouldnt much happiier den beforee
iit seem liike . .
the feeliing realii faded bahh..
evenn tot ii now miit hiim , i will feell a bit nervous too. .
unlike last tiime , soo relaxiin. .
ii tink u n my feeliing had faded
faded nort a bi but a lot . .
haiz, , feeling had lost
ii cant get iit back aniimore . .
it diffcult tuu get it back le
it had disappear
if ii realii had tuu gif euu up ,
i will
as ii see tat theres no more
no more fate? destiny? love? feeling?
too confused..
too blurrishh..
god , r euu fooliin wif mii
ii had gotten hiim backk
burt..
ii soo confused
haiix
x__ miissing euu shoo muchh __x but do euu noe?? __x
``sTeLLA`` [10:35 PM]
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
funn n sad dae. .
todae ish 2/6/05 . . wich ish our holidae liiao . . todae we mit Mr Beson Tay wich ish our form tutor plus histoy teacher out for a meal as he ish goin to another sch to teach as to change a new environment . . b4 miting he , we took a wrong bus & all ish angri wif me exclude jiaen n yida bah as it ish me sayin wanna take bus instead of mrt . . they dunno wad ish considering abt me no ez link wif money de . . after reachin them . . we go eat burger king wif Benson den he treated us Swenson Ice Cream Earthquake.. Yummy & niice.. after eatin finishh ,, he go liao le as he mitin his frenx goin gym norr. . den all plan tu go Simei eastpoint tu play arcade. . but dunno them , the boys , dunno why angri wif him . . dunno wad the fark wrong wif them . . alway blme on our head when ting goes wrong. . we ignore them . . we go our own way & they go their own way . . ish their fault & blamin it on our head . farkin siia.. actually happi de den spoilt th emood. . but nvm. . they not here we gort our fun too. . go walk walk . . take neoprint . . eat ice cream again . . yummy!! eat finishh le .. we go home le . . at 6++ pm reaches home. . gone out 7 hrs. .
. . . Hope Our Frenxshiip wiill be a betta wann . . .
tiinkinn of the past . .
i feel ii was silly. .
i didnt love eu much . .
and broken off wif euu. .
after broken off . .
i knew i realii fall iin love wif eu . .
but u didnt wan a pacth . .
i was heartbroken & sad . .
jealousy everi tym . .
when euu ask me fer a patch . .
i was filled wif joy . .
so happi till i cant slp . .
but nv will i guess tat. .
the feelin had faded. .
u no longer love me as last tym . .
nort as gud as last tym . .
everiting had changed . .
it had to come to a stop . .
iregret it . .
why love wanna fool wif me??
i reali regret . . haii. .
till nw , i still missin euu . .
but wad can i do??
i jus haf to wait dere till the other guy come
it impossible. .
till ,, nw ,, i still cant find tatguy
tat guy tat ish treated me as well as euu
no 1 can replaced euu .. ..
x__ can miiracle appear ?? how i hope i can turn back the tym . . __x
``sTeLLA`` [5:20 AM]
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
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``sTeLLA`` [5:11 PM]
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